My thoughts

so my kids were driving me up the wall today... doing there usual fighting. one thing about Doo does that drives me crazy is he bites, and I'm not talking about a little nibble I'm talking about leaving marks on Kristian's arm. he leaves bruises and cuts in the shape of teeth. and every time he does it I want to slap him as hard as I can across his little face. today he drew blood on Kristian, and its never 1 bite mark its 3-6 bite marks. I can control my anger around him because I know its not his fault, its Katie's. if she would just socialize him and put him in daycare with other kids every once in a while he would know better. Kristian has never bit anyone.
today we had Doo all day, we took both kids to the park and to the discovery kids place. they had fun for the most part I think.
last night the kids were taking a bath and Kristian said he had to go potty and pointed to the potty. so I put him on it and he didn't do anything, I did this again 2 more times, the 3rd time he sat on there a whole lot longer and he actually went pee. it was the first time he went all by himself. i was so proud.
Piney lately has been letting Katie get away with a whole lot. I understand that it is his baby mama, but he needs to go get custody so she doesn't hold it over his head and try to take off with him every time something doesn't go her way. she has been taking all the money from collecting on the arcade machines and not giving him his half, and because she screwed us over on the rent for the month of September, were now behind on all of our bills. were struggling because she is too lazy to get a job. she says Piney owed her the money, here's the deal: we borrowed that money from Piney's mom to pay to her. I borrowed half and Piney borrowed half. that means that even if Piney did owe her the money(which he didn't) she still owes my my half. I want my money !!! I'm tried of struggling, i want to be back on track in supporting my family and my son. I don't get child support. I am not afraid to take her to court. I think she needs to grow up and stop acting like a child. plus, all the men she brings into her life is screwing up Doo's mental being. I came from a mother that neglected me for men and drugs and guess what, the way Katie is starting to live her life and raise Doo is the way my mom started. my mom lost me to the state twice before she lost me and my brothers and sisters completely. we were in foster care for 2 years before my adopted mom and dad kept us. enough for tonight.